Lyrics from my heart
情不自禁
歌手:胡彦斌 专辑:music混合体
情不自禁
想不到爱情是一种自尊的游戏
我也只能用谦卑的眼去凝望着你
看着你的微笑是怎么融化我的心情
不自禁就算有任何仙丹能够唤我清醒
我宁可丢掉不用依然执迷不醒
你不要请示我这么做的心里面动机
情不自禁想你
你的笑对我来说已成为致命的原动力
就这么神奇就这么有趣
我已甘之如饴
我若想起你就有种说不出莫名的开心
就这么神奇就这么有趣
多亏世界有你
想不到爱情是一种自尊的游戏
我也只能用谦卑的眼去凝望着你
看着你的微笑是怎么融化我的心
情不自禁就算有任何仙丹能够唤我清醒
我宁可丢掉不用依然执迷不醒
你不要请示我这么做的心里面动机
情不自禁想你
你的笑对我来说已成为致命的原动力
就这么神奇就这么有趣
我已甘之如饴
我若想起你就有种说不出莫名的开心
就这么神奇就这么有趣
多亏世界有你
哦我是真的情不自禁想爱上你
你的笑对我来说已成为致命的原动力
就这么神奇就这么有趣
我已甘之如饴
我若想起你就有种说不出莫名的开心
就这么神奇就这么有趣
多亏世界有你
Words that ring true
"Can't Lose What You Never Had" by Westlife
nahhhhhhaaaaaaaaaahhhhh Baby you're so beautiful,
and when i'm near you,
i can't breathe,(i can't breathe)
A girl like you gets what she wants,
when she wants it.
You're so out of my league,(out my league)
I show you no emotion.
Don't let you see,
what you're doin' to me.(that's what you seeing baby)
I imagine the two of us together,
but i've been living in reality.
Fear of rejection,
kept my love inside,
But time is running out,
so damn my foolish pride.
I don't care if you think i'm crazy,(crazy)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad,(i don't care)
I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had.
Now i'm gonna confess, that i love you, (love you)
I've been keeping it inside,(inside),
feelin i could die,
But if you turn away,
baby that's O.K.
At least we had a moment,
before you say goodbye,
You can't lose what you never had.
Rules are made for breaking,(breaking)
Nothing ventured nothing gained,
I'll be no worse off,
than i am right now,
and i might never get that chance again,baby.
Fear of rejection,
kept my love inside,
Told my heart i didn't want you,
but i lied.
I don't care if you think i'm crazy,(i'm crazy)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad,
(doesn't matter if it turns out bad)
I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had.(yeah)
Now i'm gonna confess that i love you.(i love you)
I've been keeping it inside,(inside)
feelin i could die.(i could die)
But if you turn away,
baby that's O.K.
At least we'll have a moment,
before you say good-bye.(before you say goodbye)
Here on the outside looking in,
Don't wanna stay dreaming bout,
what could have been.
Need to hear you speak my name,
even if you shoot me down in flames.
I don't care if you think i'm crazy.(i 'm crazy baby)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad.(if it turns out bad)
I've got no fear of losing you.
You can't lose what you never had.
Now i'm gonna confess that i love you.(that i love you girl)
I've been keepin it inside,
feelin i could die.(die)
But if you turn away,
baby that's O.K.
At least we have a moment,
before you say good-bye.
You can't loose what you never had,
You can't loose what you never had,
You can't loose what you never had......
Mess up as everything else
What am i going to blog about? Lately, life's being a mess. Things are happening so fast that I don't know how to react. Words start to fail me. Alzheimir's? I can't even string words together to finish this blog... My thoughts are jumbled up and totally stuck on the inner walls of my skull. It feels like the only way to get my thoughts organised is to drill a hole in my head, take all of them out and position them by hand. And I sure hope it was that easy... My soul has left my body and I to be the empty shell that we was fated to be... No feeling of completeness all together.
I don't even understand myself. Am I fit to understand others? How can I ever hope to qualify to be a psycologist? And I am forced to ask myself the question: Does one follows one's mind or heart? The devil and the angel that should be my conscience would pop out to answer this question with uncomparable zeal. They would always disagree with each other and the question would be left unanswered. I asked myself this question on many sleepless nights. Some people inform me about my hair greying out rapidly. Perhaps I could have a head of grey hair overnight. Blah blah blah...
Maybe I have a case of phronemophobia or arithmophobia or even bibliophobia, or perhaps all 3 of these together. That would explain why words are failing me and thoughts are playing tricks on me. It could even explain why I do badly in school. Maybe I can just step up to Mr Ho and tell him:" Sir, my doctor dignosed that I suffer from phronemophobia, epistemophobia, arithmophobia and bibliophobia. He thought it would be nice for me to inform you." Haha, that would have been fun.
Talking about phobias, I am surprised to learn that there is even one named hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia which would be the fear for lengthy words. What irony. Then a person with the above mentioned phobia would probably never go to Thailand, Buangkok, ever if I was to tell him that the city's real name is Krungthep Mahanakhon Bovorn Ratanakosin Mahintharayutthaya Mahadilokpop Noparatratchathani Burirom Udomratchanivet Mahasathan Amornpiman Avatarnsathit Sakkathattiyavisnukarmprasit, meaning the 'City of Angels'. Whew, what a long name. And there is even arachibutyrophobia, which is the fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.HAha. Oops, I think I suddenly contacted logophobia, so I will have to end here. Fun playing with words....
Thoughts of the Day
刚则会断，硬则会散。
即使是潺潺流水，也有流向万丈瀑布的一天，世上没有不变的事物。
躲藏在强颜欢笑背后的，很有可能是一个受伤的灵魂。
何时才能得偿所愿？你不知，我不知，只有天知道。。。
